Ending😥

Growing up in a tinted shade,
Not knowing things happening outside
Being able to focus
In the darkness created daily

We don't wake up
Since we couldn't sleep
Helping out the hearts we got
The love we got for unappreciated souls

If ever the light could ever beam
I swear I couldn't be able
To see anything
I hope it never shines anyday

If it breaks through and I see
A little ray of light
My heart will be at rest
But the darkness is ready to consume
Makes my heart to keep loving

I think I saw a shade
But I couldn't manage the light
But the shade is clear way that the darkness is fading

The clouded dark I used to see
The darkness is replaced by shades
And when the shade is over
I'll finally be able to see light
Of which I'll bear it's brightness
Only to end love

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Feelings changed

I keep feeling

The feeling of betrayal

Everytime I think of you

I'd say how much I miss you

But you'll think me insane

I may talk more than enough

But that's how love becomes

When you talk to me I feel safe

I wish for the day we meet again

If it were possible I can stop time

So that I can look

Look at you forever

I want a mental picture of you in my mind

Everytime I laugh I hope u the one

The one that makes me smile

I always remember every moment

The moments I saw you

The day my eyes landed on your face

The same day that I made my heart choose

It may seem stupid of me but that's it

I can't say this in person

So I choose to put it down

Down on this page

This is how my life goes on

It's like am moving backwards 

When am needed forward 

That's how I knew 

I was in love.

But the love thats only in my dreams

I can't say it aloud

So I whisper it in my mind

Whispering the words of love 😊

By heart

Why does my heart increase pace

By the mention of your name

Even by your presence it becomes worse

I've been writing holding my heart

The feeling of it's beats rapidly changing

I hold my breath to keep the pace

But holding it makes it hard

It's like trying to hate

To hate someone you probably love

Or when you try to smile

At your hardest time

It hurts that I had to know you

Talking about you

Makes my heart ache harder

It pounds as if it can get out

And makes me fear of the time

The time that we'll finally meet

I want to look at you all through

To feed my eyes and make my heart calm

I want to look at you for eternity

Even get a chance of hugging you

A hug to last forever