Is It Just Me?

Life has always been up and down for me, Everytime I get comfortable at a place or with a situation boom a surprise comes in to unsettle me,
I've always been shy of making new friends wherever I move to, not because I don't want to but because am afraid of surprises that might come in between and unsettle my comfortability.
Y'all Don't get me wrong, am not afraid of change am only scared of falling out with friends because apparently this days friendship works mostly when y'all are in the same city.
Anyways as the saying goes, SI NI LIFE.
Inauma😩 lakini itabidi nizoe.
So is it just me? Or is there anyone else out there with the same experience...